JIGSAW PUZZLE

cinta itu menyakitkan, mematikan hati, memadamkan fikiran, memusnahkan pertahanan diri dan akhirnya akan membuatkan seseorang menjadi sepi,,n akan termenung sendirian sambil mengeluh tentang perasaan hati,,mungkin hubungan neh pun umpama macam jingsaw puzzle,,biasalah bila nak jumpa yang betul2 uh,,mesti jumpa yang salah nak match kan dy,,macam uh juga hubungan,,kite akan jumpa yang salah dlu baru jumpa yang betul2 sesuai,,just redha that we're just not meant to be,,

but when im looking back at myself,,im really want to slap his face and tell his to not wish stupid things.i think that the heartbreak is the lousiest feeling in the world rather than u hilang barang yang u sayang,,trust me???yeah,,its true,,u are pathetic one way or another,,u always keep telling urself that u can handle it and moving on urlife,,but it sounds really pathetic,,u dont trust me??u can try it,,when he said that he not love u anymore n loss interest on u,,ea,,u say that,,I'll trying to accept it but??u actually will cry urself to sleep and thats also pathetic too,,for u,,lelaki uh segala2nya,,hidup mati hanya dy,,ohh,,sedeh2,,bila kasih sayang yang dicurahkan tak dipandang lagi,,

u also will listening for the all types of heartbreak song and thinking that u are so cool for listening that,,and tell to ur friends that im not crying when i heard about heartbreak songs,,ohh,,really??i dont think so,,u'll be more much of pathetic after that,,crying and crying again,,and u akan blame dri u lepas uh sbp u rase u punca segalanya,,dengar pula lagu 'kekal' by ziana zain..ok,,its not just pathetic,,but retro pathetic,,n u also feel that u cant find someone else after this,,oh,,pathetic my dear,,then u akan merayu2 kat lelaki uh balik n mcm2 janji manis u taburkan pada dy,,tp bila dy xterima u lansung u akan cakap,,kalau bunuh org uh xberdosa,,u are the first guy that i want to kill n hope that u will be in heaven,,jahat2 dalam ati ade baik gak,,n i know that heartbreak is most difficult feeling in the world,,n u akan rase u mcm nak bunuh diri,,selesai masalah,,ahahaha,,betul kan??

but 1 of my friends say that when u loved someone n had ur heartbroken actually u learn to love better and can be more matured,, u know about reality, hopes and urself,,u must face the true fact even its very hard n difficult,,u are no longer living in the fairy tale like the songs by taylor swift.,,n only u can resolve ur problem and stop living in the fairy tale,,just moving on urlife without any questions about the past,,past is always past,,u xleh berundur atau control nya lagi,,just find ur way,,actually find ur own way without lelaki uh,,